time to reverse the "flogger" status

okay yeah i know... i haven't been on here in ages. mainly because i'm too lazy, and i usually don't have anything very interesting to say lol. i'm not obsessed enough with anything to write about it, i don't have very many cool hobbies, what's so cool about working, sleeping and eating?

anyways... perhaps i should describe my pregnancy woes. if only my baby in utero could understand what he or she is putting me through lol. it is actually quite grueling right from the beginning, and i fully understand now (well actually, maybe not FULLY yet). my mama's wise words of wisdom, "you'll understand what i mean when you have your own children", is really starting to hit me lol.

Thanks Mommy, for going through awful labor pain for me =)

and i guess that's only the beginning. so many years of disobedience, talking back, attitude, thinking we know it all, unappreciation, lack of giving back affection, fighting, temper tantrums... no wonder parents don't feel enough appreciation from their children lol. after all they have to go through...

anyways, i kinda went off topic. so to the exact date, i'm 16 weeks and 4 days along. so 4 months and 4 days. still near the beginning of my second trimester. 5 months to go!!

here are my pregnancy woes, literally.

- very random extreme lower back pain... and this has got to be the worst of all of it. sometimes the pain is so unbearable, it actually wakens me from a deep sleep. and i HATE being woken up in the middle of my sleep. HATE IT. and the scary part is, i'm not even that BIG yet. i can't imagine how much WORSE the pain will be when my belly feels 10 pounds heavier?? oh and apparently sometimes the baby "sits" on my sciatic nerve. want to know how much that hurts?? ask those unfortunate people who have sciatica.

- so i've recently learned that i'm not even allowed to sleep on my back. well, maybe i can for a bit longer (not big enough yet). but once that baby bump finally POPS, sleeping on my back will put too much pressure on my blood vessels back there. and just my luck! i'm a BACK sleeper of all things. at least i'm not a stomach sleeper. that might suck a little bit more.

- exhaustion 24/7. and someone wise told me, it will be that way for the next 20 years. (yay!)

- the extreme need to EAT, EAT, and EAT some more. well, not really complaining about this one actually. in fact, i'm going to take full advantage of this.

- the fact that my growing body has got to be the most awkward thing right now. AWKWARD. it's actually kind of depressing. especially for someone like me, who is already quite self-conscious. gaining weight in my thighs, butt, hips, and belly is oh so FUN. so extremely fun. i feel like a cow. and i say it's at an awkward stage because i don't quite fully LOOK pregnant yet, i just look like i have huge SPARE TIRE. kinda like where a stranger will look at me and wonder, pregnant or fat? pretty sad. i just wish my belly would POP OUT already, so strangers can now be like, ooooohhhh, she's pregnant, obviously! the worst part is, i have to go LAS VEGAS this way. just so weird looking, so weird. i'm 90% tempted to wear a Moo Moo and never leave my house for the next 5 months. thank goodness for not being pregnant during the SUMMER.

- NO Caffeine, NO Sushi? Ugh... just ugh. (NO alcohol? hah... jk)

- having to pee like every half hour. inconvenient to the MAX. so very inconvenient.

in all honesty, i could continue this list FOREVER. i've probably only described like a quarter of my issues. but i'm on tight time constraints at my job. well, plus i lost my deep train of thought cuz i had to do my job for a few minutes. hahaha. thank goodness for night shifts.

anyways, don't get me wrong. i'm very very VERY excited to have this baby. everything to me is already worth it. the things i have to go through will be nothing compared to the happiness of having a little bundle of joy in my arms. (crossing my fingers for a GIRL... lol, is that bad? well, if i have a son, hopefully he never reads this...)

well actually, i'm not really looking forward to the labor part. one thing i've learned about myself, i seem to have a pretty low pain threshold. that sucks.

wish us luck, on December 30th, we get to find out if it's a boy or girl!! that's only apparently if the baby decides to cooperate. last time, it didn't!! i'm so impatient, i want to know what it is NOW! anyways, that is a highly anticipated ultrasound appointment we have coming up...

wow i sure wrote a lot... see how great night shift is? =D

woah

so... i'm going to be a mommy.

i'm extremely excited! at the same time, i'm extremely terrified.

this is definitely a new adventure for David and me... and i'm sure it will be very fun =).

basically i've been feeling like CRAP on a 24/7 basis for the past 2 weeks now. i barely have the energy to even type this blog. i'm struggling with all efforts!!

so here's what it feels like thus far:

- around the clock "morning sickness" like you wouldn't believe... there are times when i've just had to sit on the floor in front of the toilet. and this is ALL HOURS... ALL HOURS

- period like cramps off and on... and you know how much those suck in general

- extreme hunger to the max... and i'm talking like STARVING. there have been several times now that i have risen from my sleep because my belly was growling at me. in a zombie-like state, i walk down to the refridgerator and eat whatever i see pretty much. and then linger back up the stairs with eyes half shut and belly full, ready to sleep again. this is much to David's amusement.

- EXTREME FATIGUE. and i'm not even joking here. i literally come home from a shift at work and then just SLEEP. sleep for hours upon hours, with no care in the world. i refuse to wake up for ANYTHING! that's how tired i am...

i can go on and on with this list of what's happening to me right now... but some things you may not want to know lol. anyways... i'll update with more details later...

=)

DSi Flipnote - B vs G Epi 1

too much fun... so addicting

Stacey you should try it!

DSi Flipnote - "Revenge"

so i downloaded this new program for my Nintendo DSi called "Flipnote"....

made a few of them today... this is gonna be fun

hahahahaha

night of death

omg... this night shift has just been pure torture. i've been slammed with tons of very difficult and disgusting patients... and not only that, i'm also alone. i've been running my butt off, i definitely feel that i'm not getting paid enough tonight! lol. seriously, it's been hell!! somebody please get me out of here!!

i'm

going

crazy!!!


oh and... a big b-day shout out to Hazel A. =D
she celebrated her big 21st bday not too long ago... very fun night!!!
i'm actually a little jealous... oh how i wish to be 21 again. i'm seriously going through like a mid-life mid-life crisis. ugh.

mass amounts of boredom

wow... i am so extremely bored. this week of night shifts has been ssssooooooo lonnggggggggg. not only that, but i feel so extremely drained of energy too. not even Facebook has kept me amused. i feel so... fidgety. lol. like i can't find anything to keep me satisfied. and now the summer is coming to an end soon!! sad =(. i didn't even come close to do all the things i wanted to do... waste!! well i guess there's still a bit of time left lol. but all i seem to do is work =(. work has taken over my life!! aaahhhhh!!

so i'm playing Final Fantasy 3... on my DSi lol. i know i know... old school right? but i've been so addicted to it! it has been my main source of amusement on nights thus far. i like to pretend i'm Luneth... but he's a boy lol. so adventurous.

ugh and i think i'm getting sick too... daily contact with the swine flu... maybe it's finally caught up to me lol. i guess i'll keep my fingers crossed. lol i'm so bored i don't even know what to write about. my mind is just BLANK. i'm only here to pass the time!!! oh my goodness... i'm only halfway through my shift! helppppp meeeee!!!

hhhmmm maybe i'll express the things i'm excited for in the upcoming week...

i'm excited to go to Ikea on Monday with Stacey and Melissa and do some furniture hunting... hahaha that sounds so old. but seriously!! Stacey, i can't believe you are moving out!! all grown up right in front of my eyes!! hahahaa. i predict very fun times ahead with your new found independence =P.

i'm excited to go out on Friday for Hazel's big 21st birthday... i'm in need of an extremely fun girls nights out =D. and knowing Hazel, this is going to be a bumpin night.

hhhhmmmm.... i'm excited to possibly have a Poker night on Saturday, and this time, play for real money lol. i think i might actually have a chance!

anddddd i can't think beyond that lol. i'm bored. i'm hungry. my eyes won't stop watering. my nose is runny. i'm deathly exhausted. unsettled. and i really need to work out lol. patients have been yelling at me today. vomitting. oozing. just gross!

i'm going crazyyyyyy!!!!

OY you need to check out the trailer for this movie!! it looks highly amusing!

life; stuff

So last week i got to go see The Lion King live in theatre!!! Went with David and my bff's, Stacey and Cherryl. It was an amazing show!!! So nicely performed and just had that "wow" factor lol. I was definitely dazzled!! Went out for dinner at Chili's beforehand, just had a lovely evening in general =).

Lol Cherryl loves to show off her glasses. (That she rarely wears, yet somehow seems to complain all the time about how she "can't see".)

And again.

Oh and it was the same day we stupidly decided to purchase the entire series of Alias lol. Random spending decisions of death. Gotta stop those.

And if anybody knows where i can get The Lion King on dvd? Or when it may come out of the "Disney Vault" again? Please let me know!!!

Oh Cherryl, you're so amusing. And you have a rather large tongue.

So i watched Miyazaki's Ponyo the other day, that is definitely one of the cutest movies i've ever seen!!! So adorable. And for those of you who think it looks like a "weird" movie, you will be mistaken once you watch it!! i do not lie =P.

And last but not least... i'm highly addicted to Wizards of Waverly Place right now. Like, i just love this show so much. I'm just breezing through season 1 right now like there's no tomorrow lol. Selena Gomez rocks!!

rollerblading fun

Second rollerblading adventure with Mel... extremely fun and amusing! So i wake up and i text Mel, "Do you want me to rollerblade to your house?". She calls me back and goes, "How about, INSTEAD of rollerblading to my house, you DRIVE to my house, and bring me to the hospital. Right now i am locked out of both my house and car, and i am staring at my keys inside of my car through the window".

So i go to pick her up and i bring her to the hospital (cuz her mom works there and has keys), and at this point she's not really worried about her car or her house, she is more worried about the fact that her rollerblades are IN her car, and that she is not able to access them lol. So we get that sorted out, and we finally get to go blading!!

So we park at Prairie Winds and try out this route i've never taken before... "Whitehorn Pathway" lol. It was so much fun!! The path was relatively FLAT the entire way, which is good for us being beginners and all. It was such a beautiful day! I can officially say that i have mastered the art of using the BRAKES. The only thing is, i have to START braking like 10 minutes before i actually want to STOP hahahaha. I think i've got the hang of it tho! I almost feel PRO!

So anyways, after about half an hour of blading, our ears perk up at the sound of the icecream man coming down the street. We can see him clearly, yet we are still too far away to actually stop him to buy some icecream. So what do we do? We started to frantically wave our arms up in the air in high hopes that maybe he'd see us and wait lol. And he DID!

So after a 5 minute struggle to actually GET to the icecream truck (the pathway was cracked and steep), we finally make it to the truck, only to be beaten by a couple of little kids. So we watch in amusement as the children buy their icecream (they didn't know how to count their money), and then finally it's our turn!

First of all, this icecream man looks rather shady. Melissa and i make our choices... we go for the "Mega Missile" popsicles, which i swear back in the day used to be called "Rocket". Cheap imitation! Anyways, so each Mega Missile is $2.50. So i pull out 5 loonies and hand it to the icecream guy. He stares at the money in his hand and goes, "This is only 5 dollars. Where is my tip!?". At first i thought he was just joking with us, so i laugh and say, "Do kids usually tip you!?". And then he just stares back at us, unamused... he was SERIOUS! He was actually WAITING fo me to tip him first before he got our popsicles! So Mel and i give each other a wtf look, and i hesitantly pull out another dollar to give to this greedy icecream man. Finally, he gives us our popsicles and drives off. Lol.

So, with popsicles in hand, we start to venture back to where we started from. And we made it back to the car in time just before it rained!! Thanks for the evening Mel, that was a blast! I look forward to many more rollerblading adventures... (if we have any summer left =/ )

the longest survey ever

What is your name?

Shaula

Are you named after anyone?

Named after a star on the constellation of Scorpius =P (i'm outta this world!)

Would you name a child of yours after you?

No! i don't want anyone taking my name haha

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?

Hhhhmmm... i forget what my parents told me what they like for boy names... all i know is the names were very weird lol. but if i could choose my own... i'd be... The Hulk. hahahaa, i dunno...

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?

hahaha i dunno... maybe Vanessa!? i love that name =)

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?

OMG yes... ppl call my "ShaR-la", or "Shoola". seriously!? seriously!

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
oOoOohhh maybe!! i think that would be unique!

Your age: 24

Age you act: 18

Age you wish you were: 21 (forever please!)

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty tighty

Your living arrangement: I'm a home owner =)

Your family: We're tight

Have any pets?
Sunset, April, Kiwi

Whats your job?

Zapping people with radiation

Addictions?

My Blackberry, Facebooking, coffee, taking pictures anytime, anywhere

Do you speak another language?

Nah, i wish i did tho =( i know bits and pieces of several languages...

Do you have a webpage?

Yes, this one lol

Do you live in the moment?

Definitely

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?

Most of the time, but really mood dependant

Do you have any secrets?

Of course i do, a lot

Do you hate yourself?

Nope

Do you like your handwriting?

Eww... i haven't hand written in YEARS! i'm a fan of printing

Do you have any bad habits?

Yes =( let's see... i'm the biggest procrastinator ever, i'm usually pretty lazy, and i avoid responsibilities at all costs, and i spend very unwisely

What is the compliment you get from most people?

Hhhmmm... i guess how i'm sort of hospitable and always watching out for everyone... oh and beautiful =) thanks...

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?

hahaha i have no idea... maybe LOST, lol

Can you sing?

Sorta but not really =/

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?

Hahaha no? i may have done this but i forget who i was trying to imitate

Are you a loner?

Sometimes

What are your #1 priorities in life?

Hhhhmmm... living life to the fullest lol

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

I hope so... i think i'm somewhat friendly =P

Are you a daredevil?

I would say that i am

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?

I hate my lack of knowledge (about ANYTHING), i hate how i sometimes can't stand firm in a decision that i've made, hate how i just can't say no

Are you passive or agressive?

I think i'm a little bit more agressive

Do you have a journal?

Somewhat, online

What is your greatest strength and weakness?

My greatest strength might be my willingness to always help others, my greatest weakness is my lack of willpower and the fact that i can be easily manipulated

Do you think you are emotionally strong?

No, i think i depend too much on other people for happiness

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?

I'd say there's quite a bit... but life goes on i guess

Do you think life has been good so far?

Lol so far so good

Do you think you are good looking?

I think i'm alright

Are you confident?

Sometimes

What is the fictional character you are most like?

Hhhhmmm i've never thought of this before... wish i could say i was like Buffy the Vampire Slayer haha

Are you perceived wrongly?

Sometimes, yes!

Do You...
Smoke? Nope

Read the newspaper? If it's around

Pray? Yes

Go to church? Yup

Talk to strangers who IM you? Very cautiously

Sleep with stuffed animals? No

Take walks in the rain? i've never tried! sounds fun

Talk to people even though you hate them? hahahaha i don't hate...

Drive? Yes

Like to drive fast? LOVE to drive fast

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? Sometimes

Hurt yourself? Hhhmmm...

Been out of the country? Yes

Eaten something that made other people sick? Maybe?

Been in love? Yes

Gone skinny dipping? Hahaha no

Had a medical emergency? No thank goodness!

Had surgery? Yes

Ran away from home? Nope

Gotten beaten up? Yup... but i fought back... trying to protect Rhea of all things hahaa

Beaten someone up? I might have...

Been picked on? Yes of course

Been on stage? Yes

Slept outdoors? Yes

Pulled an all nighter? Yup

If yes, what is your record? My all nighter record?? Oh my... i can last for a very long time... i think my most might have been 32 hours

Gone one day without food? Only if i'm really sick

Talked on the phone all night? Yes

Slept all day? Heck yes!

Killed someone? No!

Made out with a stranger? LOL that's not my kinda thing

Kissed the same sex? No, maybe like a kid or a baby

Been betrayed? Yes

Had a dream that came true? Not sure

Broken the law? Yes

Met a famous person? Yes!!

Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Never!

On purpose? OMG No

Stolen anything? Yup

Been on radio/tv? Yes i was on the news once! You could see me a little bit

Been in a mosh-pit? Yes, so much fun =)

Had a nervous breakdown? Hhhmmm i don't think so

Bungee jumped? No

Had a dream that kept coming back? No

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? Yes!

Miracles? Yes of course

Astrology? Not so much

Magic? No

God? Yes

Satan? Yes

Santa? Hahaha i wish

Ghosts? Not sure

Luck? No

Love at first sight? No

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? I guess so

Witches? I think there might be real ones out there

Easter bunny? lol no

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? Yeah i'm sure it can be done

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? No

Do you wish on stars? I used too

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? I guess so... what's the traditional view?

Do you think God has a gender? Not really

Do you believe in organized religion? NO

Where do you think we go when we die? Heaven or hell

Ponyo!

so i think i just might be the only one who's actually excited to see this movie:


Hayao Miyazaki's Ponyo



wait that's not true. my coworker is gonna watch it with me =P.

ssssoooooo excited!!

it looks so cute =) heeheehee.

Miyazaki is so good!! i have high expectations.

check out the trailer!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lfjww2cA2FE

great news

o m g ! i've been recruited!! the Joe's picked ME!!

farewell everyone! wish me luck. don't worry, i'll visit yearly!

(lol please don't look too closely at this picture... the Joe's tried to create my pic using PAINT i guess. they're so silly.)

go joe

GI Joe. go see it. it's a pretty hot movie.

so i just saw GI Joe... it was pretty sweet. it was definitely better than i expected, the previews didn't really look all that good, but in the end, i would rank it pretty high up there on my list of fave movies =P. highly entertaining. the dialogue was a bit weird at some parts tho... lol. like so cheesy. hhhhmmmm... i guess i'd have to say it was better than Transformers 2?? i have mixed feelings. wait. yeah. i think it was better.

my number one movie of the year however still remains unchanged: Star Trek. i don't think anything can beat that right now!

and oh man... i'm slow right now... The Time Traveler's Wife comes out next week and i'm only on page 140!! gaaahhhhh.

sigh... i really don't have much of a life when i'm on nights... =/

oh. and i really need to get me one of these suits.

sadness

=)

i also love this song.

Broken by Lifehouse

it's the song played in The Time Traveler's Wife movie trailer! fyi

ooOoOoo night time

"Maybe i'm dreaming you. Maybe you're dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget all about each other."

Well i'm officially back on NIGHTS... my territory. It's been 3 weeks since i've been here. And it feels good! I love the feel of the night... the mystery. How everything is masked by the darkness. Lol don't think i'm creepy or anything... i dunno, maybe i'm just weird? It's like at night, i feel alive. A time to think and ponder. And to read, watch movies, play games, and surf the 'net.... hahaha!! Too much fun, too much fun.

So i'm trying to read The Time Traveler's Wife right now, and i've realized just how badly i have some type of ADD. Yup, i definitely have a "persistent pattern of inattention". I used to be able to read an entire book in a day!! Now that i'm "old", i can barely focus. Or maybe the stresses of adult life have finally plagued me. Who knows!

And now i sit here and sip my disgusting PLC cafeteria coffee... and twiddle my thumbs. And i am extremely bored. But also feeling a little bit poetic. I tried to write a poem just now... but to my despair, i would say it's a FAIL. Maybe i'll just keep working on it lol. And once i get it right, perhaps i'll share them.

Anywaysss, back to reading i go!

stufff

i love this song. so much.

So Stacey and me are officially on a 2 week deadline reading challenge!!! The Time Traveler's Wife comes out on August 14th. We just bought the books today!!! It's about 500 pages... ish. Hahahaha, do you think we can do it??

Melissa we will PROVE YOU WRONG!!!

And then should we reward ourselves Stace!?

ooohhhhhhhh. And i highly recommend this movie. Definitely very... different lol. But still funny and cute =P.

just BLADE!

Went rollerblading for the first time in a very long time with Mel today!!! We both bought new blades!!! Well, i just didn't have any in general. But MELISSA was still using her pair of rollerblades that she's had since GRADE 5!!!!! Grade 5!! So Mel, you had a size 10 foot in the 5th grade!? CRAZZZYYYYYY!!! hahahahaa

It was sssooooooo fun!!! We were both "testing the waters" today. Luckily, no accidents and no falls!!! I've been practicing, but i still don't really know how to stop =(. Likeeee, i know i how to use the brakes, but with much difficulty!!! Hopefully with time i'll become a PRO!!! hahahahaha. Yes, we plan to go to those skate parks, you know with those ramps and stuff? And yeah, we kinda plan to do flips and cool tricks. Don't believe me?? Oh you'll see my friend!

Unfortunately i'm stuck with these bright pink and blue wrist guards right now. That was the only thing i could find!! Honestly like rollerblades and rollerblading gear is almost all sold out everywhere. Cuz it's "going out of season" soon. It's still summer tho!!! Whack.

Anyways, so the summer adventures of being active and fit have begun!! No more lazy days on the couch!! Now... i need some rollerblading outfits... hahaha.

O M G

So THIS is my NINTENDO WII plug. Yes, yes it is. Courtesy of my stupid dog, Kiwi Cay. Words cannot EXPRESS how angry i am!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

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backkk

Haven't been here in a while... So what's new with me?

Well i just came back from an awesome vacation on Vancouver Island! We stayed in a small town called Sooke. Very cute and quiet, along the ocean. Went with like... 30 people hahahaha. Very fun and relaxing! I visited Victoria a couple of times, rode on a moped, ate the best Halibut fish and chips ever, ate fresh crab, partied and played poker everyday haha.

And now i'm just... Blah. Who knows. Just whatever. I just wanna do so many fun things this summer to keep me occupied. But what to do in Calgary?? Lol there's nothing to do. Wish i lived by a beach =P

I'm working on a "list" right now... a list of fun things to do before the summer ends!!! And yes, my list may be a little boring right now... but i'm also trying to keep in mind CHEAP. Yeah oh how i WISH i could go to a tropical island every month, but unless i win the lottery, that's not gonna happen.

Sometimes i wish i could just move away... and just be somewhere new. I wanna just gooooooo, but I'm stuck. I want an adventure. My job is boringg. Same old same old routine. Need excitement. There's so many things that i want... that i wish for... things that will never happen. And sometimes i wish i could go back into the past... well don't we all.

Either way, it's been a great summer so far =). (Also cuz i went to JAMAICA!!!)

Definitely one that i'll never forget.

So what's next!?

Wtf

So unappreciative

Seriously whatever
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Blackberry Fun

My current Blackberry wallpaper =P

My BB is all scratched up, I need a new one =( ...

More like WANT lol
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So much fun

http://shaulz.xanga.com

Hhhmmmm... What to do, what to do
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Jury Duty

Sssshhhhhh!

I love to sleep!
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*sigh......*

i heart you Zac.

i heart you.

i also wish to be 17 Again.

=(

darn you Flames... darn you...

Noah =P

Aaaawwwwwww
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the updates of me

. i need to start blogging more!

. i'm going to JAMAICA in a week!! with my dearest friends Melissa, Stacey, Cherryl, and Feiven. i can't wait!! Negril and Montego Bay, here we come!

. i am still discovering new things to do with my Blackberry DAILY. what else more can it possibly do!

. i will be starting my second job soon due to poorness.

. i love my baby Kiwi (Kai-Wheezers)

. i want a baby.

. i got to see BRITNEY SPEARS! that's right, Britney. as Lanein would say, we were breathing the same air as her!!! she was right in front of me! oh wow.

. i get to see Kelly Clarkson this summer too!! oh wow!!

. i'm addicted to Twittering.

. sadly i've been feeling down and taken for granted, but trying to keep positive

. trying (really) to get back into shape and permanently change to much better eating habits

. also sadly, i feel stuck in the rut that is life... all work and no play, makes Shaula very very sad and exhausted

. my life is slowly diminishing. it's time to start living again. oh wait, i can't, i have to work!

. but for real, the plan is to start livin life again

. hopefully i can find a way

. too negative!! back to the positive!

. i love baby Noah!! he's adorable! congrats D & G!! don't worry, hopefully he'll have a playmate soon enough ;)

Okay soooo... i've just decided... that i really really really really want a baby lol. And despite the fact that i seem to be surrounded by baby fever, such as at my work, church, and by some friends, this decision is entirely my own lol. No jokes!!

I guess it's pretty much all i think about these days. I KNOW... i KNOW... it will be hard. I understand that. Don't have to tell me twice! I have a puppy, so at least i have some kind of an idea lol. And in case you were wondering, puppies are vverrryyyy high maintenance. Obviously I wouldn't compare a baby to a puppy... but you get the idea.

So yah, that's where i'm at right now =P. How could would that be.... but how scary.

And Congrats Dianne and Gerard!! Can't wait 2 see Noah!!

Also... i'll be going to JAMAICA in April!!! Yahoo!!! With Melissa, Cherryl, Feiven, and Stacey! Can't wait!!!

OooOoooOoo and i'm gonna see BRITNEY SPEARS!!! NEXT WEEK!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

Bring on 2009!!!

2009 has finally arrived!! Time to start blogging again! Lol.

Looking back at 2008, I can say that it was very event-filled. Let's see... bought a house, vacationed in Mexico, got married, went to every single theme park in Orlando, Florida, bought brand new furniture, bought a car.... etc...

Actually, it wasn't only event filled, i must say very EXPENSE filled!!! And somehow, we are not bankrupt!! Yahoo!!!

So now for 2009. Things to look forward too: getting fit, getting out of debt, living life to the fullest, STARTING A CHURCH WITH DAVID, getting a dog, start the process of bringing children into the world. Wow, what else can there possibly be??

Now that i think about more and more, 2008 and 2009 were/are going to be very busy years!!!

Anyways, so this whole getting out of debt business... might be the most difficult to conquer. Well and by debt, i mean CREDIT CARD debt! This is my major issue right now!! I don't care about house debt, car debt, student loans, etc. I'm talking about HIGH INTEREST kick-you-in-the-butt debt.

Did you know a Future Shop card has 30% interest!? Crazy!! My advice, don't get one in the first place! But do i listen to my own advice? No, not really.

This will be the year to save. Hopefully not just saying that.

This will be the year to LOOK GOOD/FEEL GOOD. " "

This will be the year to live our dreams.

I thank God for every blessing He has poured down on David and me during this past year. He never lets us down. How we paid for our wedding? I have no idea. Obviously we got a little help from above. Somehow, things just work out. God will never let you down! It's sometimes hard to remember that.

I'll probably create a FRESH new look for my blog lol. Stay tuned for it =P