back on nights

wow i haven't been on here forever... but since i'm back on nights, maybe i'll try to start blogging again. i don't even think anybodys reads this lol. but i must find ways to stay awake!



so i just watched X-men First Class, ssssuucchhhh a good movie!!! don't know which one i like better so far tho... X-men or Thor. my opinion will be biased tho, since i have the BIGGEST HUGEST crush on Thor right now. *giggles* he can save me anyday...

mmmmhhhmmmmmmm.

annnddd i guess i'll have to admit.. maybe a little crush on James Mcavoy as Professor X.

i'm so sad i can't watch Netflix at work... stupid computers won't let me download Microsoft Silverlight =/.

anywaysss i'm so bored. what should i do. i'm gonna try to find some games on Facebook.

great nights =)

okeeeeee so i'm really learning a lot about blogging right now!! into a world i never knew of lol. yaahhhhh i'm a bit of a geek. well it's kind of like the only thing i do on my NIGHT shifts now lol. actually, i guess i'm pretty much managing like 3 blogs right now!! my own and a couple others =P. maybe you'll just have to explore my links to find out which they are =P. bahahahahahaha.

so anywayssssss... i heart my Blackberry berry berry much. i just ordered a few faceplates for mine!! or skins. or whatever you call them. but i'm soooooooo excited to get them!! yahoo!!! and i have a bunch of Blackberry themes on the way too!! from my sources =P. ahahahahaha. i'm so addicted. yikes.

so i'm on my night shift right now... and u know what!? i love this new world!!! i have really started to learn to STOP complaining. as my hubby says, we'll never have the perfect job anyways. but i'll just have to admit that this is probably one of the BEST x-ray positions that i've ever had!! what could be better than having internet access at your fingertips for an entire shift!?? well in this job, it's been great!!! well of course i occasionally x-ray patients here and there (lol).

like i feel a little bit more fulfillment in my life right now when it comes to my job than i ever have before. why?? because of the endless possibilities!! i can do so much from here to contribute to working in Ministries!! i just feel like i've helped so much. like i've helped David so much!! i'm truly becoming a Pastor's wife, yahoo!!! well, at least i hope so anyways =/.

it's so fun!!

i don't even FEEL sleep deprived at night anymore! cuz my mind is too busy running a mile a minute with so many ideas and thoughts about what i can possibly do to help out the Youth and College/Career ministries!! yay!! no more complaining!! (lol well, sometimes...)

the only disadvantage is i don't get to sleep beside David at night =(. i wonder how long i can keep this up? so far so good tho. i mean it's ONLY 7 nights every 2 weeks.... =/.

i did it

So I made it through this torturous night shift!! And by that I mean I survived pulling an all-nighter pretty much. The shift itself was great of course. If I don't sleep like a baby this morning then there is definetly something wrong.
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in need of some serious help

okay wow seriously... i have some major INSOMNIA issues going on here, and i don't know how much longer i can survive. after coming home from my night shift THIS MORNING, i only got 5 hours of sleep. tried to nap, and NOTHING!! i CAN'T SLEEP!!! it's been like this since the beginning of the week! for some reason i can only sleep from 8:30 am - 1:30 pm and can never EVER get back to sleep.

aaaahhhhhhh!!!!

okay so i'm getting a little paranoid here... what if i can never ever adjust forever!? i thought i could do it... but then again, it's way too early to be complaining. i can still adjust... i hope. maybe it will just take a few more weeks.... months... who knows.

=(

vroom vroom!

so we finally got Mario Kart for Wii!!! fun fun fun!! =D it's so addicting! Princess Peach is my girl... with the Mach Bike! hahaha i'm such a geek =P

so DEVESTATING news... our van aka the Cay's super super old Astro van is deemed "unsafe to drive"! now we have no mode of transportation anymore!! and that is why we're finally GETTING A NEW CAR!!! i'm so excited i can't wait!!! this will be like my super first car ever in my entire life that i can actually call my own (well, shared with David obviously lol). we're thinking of a Toyota Yaris 2009... yah yah yah i don't care if it's the best or worst car out there, we just need something cheap but decent!! and to me, it looks pretty decent. and it's so pretty. it will make a fine first car!

i am just counting down the days until my NIGHT shift rotation will start!! this whole evenings things is really getting in the way of life. i know nights might be hard at first... but i'm confident that i can adjust. well, i hope! plus there's a little bit more cha-ching on nights =P. i'm interested to see what's gonna happen working Halloween night... which is a friday!!! it might get a little crazy!

lol also more exciting news: we finally have grass! and to top it all off, a tree! the tree came unexpectedly. my very first tree! very cool. we named it Treebeard. he's pretty leafy. can't wait to decorate it for holiday's!! it's amazing how much a little tree can bring such amusment to my life lol.

so just watched the new Beverly Hills 90210... and it's just "meh". not what i expected it to be! maybe it'll get jucier. but Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill are definately completing my life right now lol.

anyways... the stresses of life seem to be the same. so much to do, so little time. i seriously wish i could be like a DOLPHIN trainer or something!! in Seaworld! right now that's my dream lol. i just can't achieve it due to one minor detail... it requires a strong swimmer. that's definately not me!! if i was on a boat that sunk, i'd be pretty much be out of luck. oh well, maybe one day =(. if i take swimming lessons first?

looking forward to getting Ugly Betty season 2 next week! another excellent addiction!

vroom vroom!!! (coming to get you soon Yaris!! must think of names!)

nightly blah

(this is my dad's pic =) he's a good photographer!)

each new day brings new insight on just how freakishly similar i am becoming to my parents...
1. I have the CONSTANT and never ending urge to just keep cleaning the house, yet i can never seem to keep it clean
2. I pop pain killers like candy (thanks Pops)

anyways. sooooo i'm working nights again. i get a lot done on the internet! lol.

i am pretty blessed to have such a wonderful husband, i must say. he puts up with me even at my worse. i don't know how he does it! but i just wanna say thank you sweetie, and that i love you. i'm sorry for being ME sometimes. it must be frustrating. i promise to try to be better always!! you're the best David =)

another thing i need to work on... my attitude towards work. i have a GREAT job, but for some reason i can't stand going. what's wrong with me? why so bitter? i just can't put my finger on it. the only thing i can think of is that it's just my bad attitude. why can't i just be happy! oooOOOoooohhhhh.... that's another thing from my dad - a negative attitude! aahhhhh!! maybe that's it. well anyways, that's why i'm working nights now!! my theory: i get paid the most to do the least amount of work! what a great concept! yah cuz working nights gets you the most mula as an x-ray tech. =D

on another note, my list of things to do is ENDLESS. too much to list! the stresses of life will never seem to end. is there a way to just avoid this? is there a way to just ACCEPT the fact that there will ALWAYS be a tremendous list of things to do and that's just how life goes? sometimes i feel like i can just do it all. that one day, my checklist will be complete and i can finally relax. i'm not really sure.

anyways!! here's just one of those silly just-for-fun surveys. and now i'm done for the night!



Everyday Life Survey

1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station:
A bottle of water, beef jerkey, maybe some candy, and if it's a long road trip, a magazine. Oh and gum if i don't have any.

2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
I know for a fact i will NOT be reincarnated, i'm going to Heaven and staying there!! But i guess i'd probably pick... a Dolphin!! i heart Dolphins!

3. Whos your favorite redhead?
I can't think of a readhead friend for some reason... but my Dad used to be a redhead when he was little, so i pick him!

4. What do you order when you're at IHOP?
I've only been there when i went to Vancouver... and i ordered Chocolate Chip Pancakes, mmmm!

5. Last book you read?
Currently reading "New Moon" by Stephenie Meyer

6. Describe your mood.
Right now, i'm okay. I was previously slightly grumpy

7. Describe the last time you were injured?
When i hit my head on the x-ray machine at work =S

8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
LOL a well? Probably David =)

9. Rock concert or symphony?
Rock concert!!!

10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone?
Some type of sky scraper or something... just a default screensaver on my cell

11. Favorite Soda?
Diet Pepsi

12. What type of shirt are you wearing?
Lol right now, a hospital work shirt that says "Diagnostic Imaging"

13. If you could only use one form of transportation:
Teleportation!

14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
Pineapple Express... funny!

15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for:
Definately Justin Timberlake... like woah

16. What's your favorite kind of cake?
DQ Ice cream cake!

17. What did you have for dinner last night?
Mac and cheese with hot dogs cut up into it lol

18. Look to your left, what do you see?
A fax machine/printer

19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Nope, it's too inconvenient

20. Favorite toy as a child?
My "Dream Phone" board game!! Who who who has a crush on you!!!???

21. Do you buy your own groceries?
Of course i do

22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yeah of course, who doesn't?

23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms?
So long ago i don't remember =S

24. Whats your favorite fruit?
Apples!! =D

25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
lol no... i want one tho =(

26. Do you like running long distances?
Nope... i hate running in general

27. Have you ever eaten snow?
nah... i was afraid to find a yellow center

28. What color are your bedsheets?
currently, brown

29. Whats your favorite flower?
An orchid, so pretty!

30. Do you do ballet?
Nope! not enough grace

31. Do you listen to classical music?
mmmmmm not really....

32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?
For some reason, it was the "Facts of Life" theme song =S... darn you David!!!

33. Do you watch Sponge bob?
No i actually don't!

34. What temperature is it outside right now?
Chilly i think, it's night time... too lazy to research the real temp

35. Do people consider you smart?
I think so... most of the time i hope

36. How many piercings do you have?
Just 1 in each ear lobe

37. Are you signed on AIM?
no i don't have that

38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
hahahaha no! who does that??

39. How do you feel about your family?
i love them with all my heart

40. Do you have an iPod?
yuppers, who doesn't these days? my iPod is probably outdated!

41. What time do you go to bed?
usually super late.. i love the night

42. What CD is currently in your CD player?
a burned worship cd mix

43. What movie do you know every line to?
hahahaha it has to be Jurrasic Park for sure

44. What is your favorite salad dressing?
anything i'm in the mood for

45. What do you want for Christmas this year?
i'm not really sure yet.... i'll probably have a list soon tho

46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? Where?
i probably have unknown relatives in the Philippines. and i have an Aunt who lives in London, England

47. Do you like hugs?
i love them!

48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
when i'm with my hubby =)

49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
ARRRGGGHHH!!! i hate when people say "SHAR-LA". like seriously!!?? there is no "R" in my name!! ack!!

50. Last person you hugged?
David Cay